Innocence

Innocence

Sneaky Chocolate

Sneaky Chocolate

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Delicate

vs.1
Im the daughter beaten by her father
Im the victim, wondering why this has happened
Im the tears fallin' down, but i dont make a sound
I am the beaten
but you'd never know, if what u see here's a hoax
you'd never know, im broken

Chorus:
Strong on the outside, Breaking Beneath
What you see here is deciet
Building up walls as you tear them down
I am lost, but i wanna be found
Im not that strong, Im not that strong
I am delicate

vs.2
Im forgotten
abandoned and lonely
doing anything just to escape the pain
These scars on my wrist show my loneliness
i am haunted
but you'd never know i cry alone
you'd never know, im invisible

(Chorus)

I am delicate

Dont break me anymore
im tired of this heart being shattered on the floor
don't bruise me anymore
don't pretend your worth it
cause i know i don't deserve this
but im not that strong
i am delicate

Cant Forget

All I have for this one is a chorus but i really like it so I am just gonna put it out there and see if you guys have anything!!! Thank You!!

chorus:
I hear your voice
I turn around
but you are no where to be found
i cant get you off my mind
ive tried to sleep
ive tried to eat
But i cant even breath
and i cant get you off my mind
mo i cant, i cant... forget

So... if you think of ANYTHIN it will really help!!!
Bye!!!

With You

Okay I just recently wrote this one too, its another sweet one!! ugh idk im in this sweet song mode lately. This one sounds like ingrid michaleson (i think thats how u spell her name) but its cool, i need help on this one so here is what i have.



Vs.1

Crush,Crush,Crush
I thought it was just a crush
But now i gush at the thought of your name
Thump, Thump, Thump
I am just a mess
but i guess thats what happens when happines begins
and your head starts to spin
this must be perfect chemistry
not biology
becasuse this will last
oh oh



Chorus:

And the lillies in the field blow
and then time begins to slow down
when your around
and my butterflies arise,
as you take me by surprise
and its oh so magical
and its oh so wonderful
... with you



Thats All I have so Far!!!

Thanks <3>

Where Do I Go From Here?

Im pretty sure me and Liz wrote this one together but I will give her most of the credit!!!

Verse 1--
So my dreams are fading fast
maybe there not meant to last
it this the real me?
everyone seems to care
i turn around and no ones there
to stand by me

so..

Chorus --
where do i go from here
who do i turn to now
my problems on the floor
and my face down on the ground
where does the rescue ome
when will the hurting cease
when will i figure out
what life is all about
when will you stand beside me
where do i go from here

Verse 2--
ya i've made a few mistakes
tried to hide from yesterday
whys it matter now?
it doesnt really change at all
i make believe so i wont fall
so why am i so afraid?

(Chorus)

Bridge--
who do i turn to
whose gonna rescue me
where do i go now
seems ill just fall down
will you catch me?

(Chorus)

Maybe fighting was too much
make believe was not enough
to try to find, who ill be
now everythings making sence
i finally have a second chance
to figure out the real me...

So Far Away

So Far Away
What Happened to the smiles
they all turned into cries
what happened to the laughs
they all turned into lies

Pre-Chorus--
All the memories
were so close to me
now there gone
and you are too

Chorus--
Your eyes don't smile like they used to
your hands are cold as winters night
what happened to the friend i used to know
i look at you and wonder to myself
where did you go?

Verse 2--
how did we fall apart
we used to be so close
how could you walk away
when i needed you the most

(Pre-Chorus)
(Chorus)

Bridge --
i used to see something in us
but its quickly fading, our lives are changing
i used to be the one you'd trust
but our worlds are changing, lives rearranging

ohh ohh ohh

Your eyes don't smile like I'm used to
my heart is broken at the sight
what happened to the friend i used to know

(Chorus)

why did you go?
so far away
when i needed you the most...

You make Me ...

This is another one that is not finished yet!!!

Vs.1
Im a puzzel waiting for you to put me together
Im a kite waiting for you to be my wind
Im a composer waiting for you to be my piano
Im a book waiting for you to be my words

I would be nothing without you
You make each day new

Chrus:
You make me smile, You make me Smile
You make me live, you make me live
each day to the fullest
without you id be the dullest thing
You make me smile, you make me live you make me sing

Goodbye

Vs.1
Gonna put the good times down
Cuz im hangin on to some thin thats just not around
Your engraved in my mind
funny how when im down, you cn still bring out my smile
but its time to be real, i cant fool myself for long

... idk what else to write for this verse

Chorus:
I miss you,
but i gotta let you go for myself not anyone else
oh and i miss you
but this is where our paths diverge
and I know it hurts but this is where, i,
say goodbye


this is all i have for this one

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Could it be

Okay so my friend liz sent me a finished versoion of this song that was AMAZING so i have two bridges that i need help deciding on okay!!! so help!! thanks!!

"Just Friends" , a term im painfully used to
Goodbye, lives right next door
strong, is what all my pain has made me
building walls, is how i guard my heart

But somethings changeing
somethings stiring deep inside
you walk in a room and i come alive

Could it be
that your looking at me
seeing who i am
and shining from within
could it be
that im falllin for you
and your fallin for me
could this be, could it be
Love

Vs. 2
You and Me, something im getting used to
happiness, has never been so sweet
will it las a common question in my mind
so caught up, in your eyes is what i am

But somethings changeing
somethings stiring deep inside
you walk in a room and i come alive

Chorus

vs.3
Everything, i knew just walked out the door
Hello mr. everything ive been waiting for
i thought when your strong your walls withstand
but is like jerico all over again

Chorus

Okay so here are the two bridges i am debating on

Bridge #1
But somethings changed, im still stiring deep inside
You take my hand, as we walk down the isle

Could it be that weve lasted forever
could it be you lyin in my bed
63 years i have loved you
could it be our feelings havent changed

(chorus)

ORRRRR

Bridge #2

I never thought that you could make me feel so perfect
I always thought i knew what love is... but love is...

That your looking at me
seeing who i am
shining out from within
it may be
that im falling for you
and your falling for me
maybe, could this possibly be..
love

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

World Shakes

So many lies going in and out
so much at stake what could I do now
when the world feeds us what we want to hear
falling into the black, getting so off track
Im lost and so confused, and I dont know what to do

chorus:
I will be strong,
I will stand up,
I will be firm, in the one who writes my days,
I will be strong I will keep faith,
even when, even when,
the world shakes.

Verse 2 -
So much time ive had to waste
too much to do too much to say
if i told you the truth, would you want to hear
maybe someday ill live, maybe someday ill know
why im here, what to do, what im made for
or maybe im stuck just pretending

Still...
I will be strong,
I will stand up,
I will be firm,
in the one who writes my days,
I will keep faith,
even when, even when,
the world shakes.

bridge:
You've chosen my coarse,
and i will live it out loud,
even in the tears,
you cast all my fears out
you sing over me day and night
in this dark world,
i wanna live in your light

chorus slow

and ill be strong even when... the world shakes...

One Love

Okay thanks to my bestie liz!! i was abel to finish this one so i can not take full credit, this song is hers too!! but it is now finished so...TADAH!!! here it is

One Love
vs.1
I have been lost and lonley, i know pain
but baby your the only thing keeping me sane
and i dont know what i did to deserve you
all i know is that I have been waiting for you

chorus:
One love, only one love
is the only thing I need
one love, just one love
just promise me that you'll stay

vs.2
now i see how life can really be
baby your the only one that really knows me
and i dont know what i would do without you
all i know is that ive been waiting for you

bridge: i couldn't bear if you walked away
i've been alone before
and honestly i couldnt imagine my life without
oh without you

Run Away

I wrote this today, I really like it :) hope you do too!!

Vs.1
Your blue eyes shine,
telling me its gonna be alright
My brown eyes smile,
but im hiding whats really inside
You say she's everything you have been waiting for
I'm happy for you
but inside im being torn
oh oh

Chorus:
And the street lights sing there song
they say move along, move along
And she left you sayin'
your too far gone
and the rain is pourin' down
as you run out of this town
you run away
from the only thing
thats been here waiting

vs.2
You wear a frown
you haven't been the same since she left
And tho Im broken
Its your heart I wish i could mend
You wanna get away
Just get in your car and drive
leavin' evrything behind

(Chorus)

your blue eyes shine,
as you realize what you left
when i said i love you
I meant as more then friends

(Chorus)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Stuck In My Mind

This is the newest of my completed songs. I finished it in April. Right now i think its my best song that is finished. I really would like comments on this one two because this one the verses were harder to write and it might not flow as well. Thanks Again for reading!!!

Stuck In My Mind
vs.1
All the words that you said are stuck in my mind,
All the Hurt that you gave are bitter memory's,
and I, I still see your face a
and I, I miss you
But you were the one that walked away
I know I'm gonna have to let you go

(Chorus)
But I think about you all the time,
I think about you day and night
and even tho you were wrong,
m stuck here singin love songs,
rememberin the good times
somehow I forget the fights,
and your loooong gone,
but your stuck in my mind.

vs.2
All the times that you swore, our love would never fade
in the end, your loyalty was swayed
And I stood back and watched you walk away,
the thought still kills me
and I, I still see your smile
and I, I miss you
But she is probably better anyways
who was I to think I could deserve you

(chorus)

Bridge:
You cant take back all the time I waisted
you cant take beack all the tears I cried
and you dont care how much you hurt me,
in my heart I know you don't deserve me .... oh oh

chorus (slow)

All I Need Is You <3

AWWW!!! This one is really sweet!! I am not one to write REALLY sappy songs, i like love songs but most of them are not this sappy. This one is one of my favorite and turned out really cute.

All I Need Is You
Vs.1
Have You ever thought a thought and it trust drifted off where does it go?
does anyone know. Have you ever had a daydream and it just blew away,
where do the dreams go, memory and lost hopes
when we all grow up and fairytale fade
who do we turn to when the dragons need to be slayed

Chorus:
take me to never land,
sweep me off my feet like peter pan
( take me away)
I don't wanna forget all the memory's we've made,
I used to say all ya need is faith trust and pixie dust
But baby all I need is you.

Have you ever wondered when your true love would come in
take you away, your having a bad day.
And I wish upon this star that where ever you are
you wont be complete without me
when we all grow up and fairytale fade
who do we turn to when the dragons need to be slayed

Chorus:
take me to never land,
sweep me off my feet like peter pan
( take me away)
I don't wanna forget all the memory's we've made,
I used to say all ya need is faith trust and pixie dust
But baby all I need is you.

bridge:
I used to think that true love was only for kings and queens not for me for princeses and her knight in shining armor not for me, bout you made me believe

Chorus:
take me to never land,
sweep me off my feet like peter pan
( take me away)
I don't wanna forget all the memory's we've made,
I used to say all ya need is faith trust and pixie dust
But baby all I need is you.

baby all I need...is you

What You Need

What you need
This song I am really unsure about I mean I like it but then again i don't... its weird. So PLEASE comment on this one and tell me what you think.

Vs.1
She stands alone,
Letting scars and black define her,
She wonders if,
Any one will see past her clothes,
she shakes,
Hating the darkness that’s around her.
Searching, searching
Wanting more

Chorus:
Do you want it? Will you do anything to get it,
This love, this love you seek,
Do you want it? Are you still searching for it
Cause I have what you need,
The scared ones come to me.

Vs. 2
She fakes that smile,
Popularity is her key,
She says and does all the right things
She figures if she pulls this mask off
they wont accept her.
Searching, searching,
Wanting more

Chorus:
Do you want it? Will you do anything to get it,
This love, this love you seek,
Do you want it? Are you still searching for it
Cause I have what you need,
The hiding ones come to me

Vs. 3
He shifts the gun,
Back and fourth between his hands,
His anger sweels,
He says, “God why aren’t you here!!!”
He needs answers to all his pain
Searching, searching,
Wanting more

Chorus:
Do you want it? Will you do anything to get it,
This love, this love you seek,
Do you want it? Are you still searching for it
Cause I have what you need,
The broken ones come to me

Bridge:
Everyone should come to me,
see my scars,
bring me there broken hearts,
cause I have what they need

ending: (slow)

Do you want it? Will you do anything to get?
This love this love you need,
do you want it are you still searing for it
cause I have what you need
and I will set you free

Beautiful Face

Beautiful Face
Me and my Bestest friend liz did this one together!!! I like this one alot and it is about 5 months old.
Vs.1
Cover up the bruises, cover up the scars
Keep it coming, but little girl don’t go to far
Let the music play, let the people talk
Underneath your beautiful face, is a shattered heart

Chorus:
Beautiful face, what a disgrace
Do they see who you are, through the beauty to the scars
Beautiful heart, somewhere inside
Come alive, come alive for me

Vs.2
Cover up the hurt, cover up disgrace
Better keep him happy, ‘cause girl he ain’t gonna wait
Let him think your fine
Let him think he’s right
Underneath the affections, is a broken life

(chorus)

Bridge:
Little girl why do you hide
Little girl it’ll be alright
Little girl show your me your face
The sun us shining it’s a brand new day

Chorus (2)
Beautiful face, what a disgrace

(pause)

Beautiful face, perfected by grace
Now we see who you are
The beauty shines through your scars
Beautiful heart, not broken anymore
He’s alive, he’s alive in me

Free My Heart

Free My Heart
This is yet another really old one!!! I wrote this about a year ago but i still like it, its not one of my best but i like it, it carries some what of sentimental value. Thanks for reading!!

vs.1
I hold on to this burden, this pain in my heart
I know its killing me, its tearing me apart
but I don't wanna let it go, cause its all that I have
What will I have left to hold, If I let go of my past
But I'm gonna give you my all
I'm trusting you'll catch me when I fall

Chorus:
Free My Heart Lord, I give it all to you
Take these burdens and all the pain too
Free my heart Lord, take me by the hand
walk me down this road,
Daddy my heart is yours to hold

vs.2
I keep on walking, but temptations all around
I try to talk to you, but I just cant make a sound
This road is rocky I'm tired and get so lost,
But you pick me up and said look to the cross

(repeat chorus)

Bridge:
And one day this life will come to an end
But I'll be in heaven still holdin' your hand
Free my Heart lord (x4)

(chorus)

walk me down this road, Daddy my Heart is yours to hold

Things of This World

Things of This World
Okay so this is an older song, its not one of my best but i thought it was a t least Blog worthy. Enjoy!!

vs.1
Ironic how, We turned out to be
its funny that, you didn't see this coming
its silly but, I put my trust in something false again,
when will i learn

chorus:
things of this world are not for me
when will I see
the only truth comes from the savior
who gave his life for me a sinner
things of this, things of this world
are not for me

vs.2
I fall back in,
Crashing even Harder
What happened to, the girl who didnt falter
the rock has turned
to sand beneath my feet
I'm falling down,
when will I learn

chorus:
things of this world are not for me
when will I see
the only truth comes from the savior
who gave his life for me a sinner
things of this, things of this world
are not for me

Bridge:
Dont give up pick up your cross
dont fall from sin he loves you (x3)
dont give up pick up your cross, pick up your cross

(chorus)

ending chorus:
things of this world are not for me
'when will I see the only truth comes from the savior
who gives life and second chances for sinners like me
for a sinner like me .. things of this world, things of this world,
are not for me

Intro!!

Hey Guys!!
I am starting a blog for my music. I write and sing songs. Recently I have been writing a lot more and have even starting creating music and getting people to help me play it. I also need help!! A lot of times I will think of a good chorus or verse but then writers block hits and I cant think of things to put for the rest of this song. i love when people comment on my songs, even if it is criticism. I am also a VERY amateur photographer so i have a few of my pictures up. I like capturing the beauty of people i also have some abstract pictures up So I hope you enjoy!! Thanks for reading!!!